So, at one time you're still thinking, "It's still some time away... Don't worry...". Another minute, you realized it's less than a week from now!
You panic, you freaked out, you tried to squeeze fun time+quiet time+preparation time+working time+relaxing time+friends time+pak tor time+daydreaming time.... in less than a few days.
That, really made me crazy!
My friends made getting married seem so easy. And I on the other hand, made it sounds like a scary thing in my life. I didn't feel much when I was preparing in the past few months. One day, I woke up from my sleep, realized, I'm going to sign the most important signature in my life, not long from now.
That, was the point I freaked out.
But, believe it or not, an afternoon by myself, I calm myself down a bit. So, some alone time did quite a good job I guess :)
进步了，微笑了 - 怀孕的时候，会想象以后怎样怎样带孩子。牵着他的小手去游乐场，在草场上追逐，在家里用诺大张的画纸胡乱涂鸦，踏青看花看草看小鸟……种种的美好画面，至今都还没有实现。 说没有心灰是自欺欺人的。但日子总要过，漫漫长路还是得对自己好一点。Happy Mommy, Happy Family。自己要不放宽心，连累家人就不好...