So, at one time you're still thinking, "It's still some time away... Don't worry...". Another minute, you realized it's less than a week from now!
You panic, you freaked out, you tried to squeeze fun time+quiet time+preparation time+working time+relaxing time+friends time+pak tor time+daydreaming time.... in less than a few days.
That, really made me crazy!
My friends made getting married seem so easy. And I on the other hand, made it sounds like a scary thing in my life. I didn't feel much when I was preparing in the past few months. One day, I woke up from my sleep, realized, I'm going to sign the most important signature in my life, not long from now.
That, was the point I freaked out.
But, believe it or not, an afternoon by myself, I calm myself down a bit. So, some alone time did quite a good job I guess :)
不要压抑自己 - 压抑久了会爆发。 这个道理人人都知道。可是，我还是爆发了，因为我还是压抑了。 我还是不想称我儿子为特殊儿童，不过不得否认的，他非常大的可能，就是一个特殊儿童。我从完全不能接受，到渐渐的可以在好朋友的聊天当中公开的谈。从完全不想在部落写下，到现在我可以给自己做点记录。至于脸书吗？我想，我不会在那里写什么，那里有...