2008年7月15日星期二

那天从家里出来,到我熟悉又陌生的新加坡。我心里一直很不好受……

不知道为什么,回家越来越像度假,越来越缺乏真实的感觉。我仿佛是个在家的旅客。撇去除了对家居事物摆放处不清楚,我还对家里大小事情一知半解。这让人很难受,究竟是我的家,还是我度假的地方?为什么这么不了解?为什么那么不清楚?

我想了很久……有时候,我真的很想回家,弥补空缺了五年的——家。

8 条评论:

KiaHooi 说...

回家,就享受家的温暖!不要想太多!This is an order!

(我是不是有些像你公司的某某?哈哈)

薇薇 说...

hahaha!

it's easier to say than do i guess... but i'll try :D

Thanks

huinee 说...

Don't worry...I'm tempted to say "you'll get used to it", but as long as you're close to your family members, everything's good. :)

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ANDREW STEPHEN LAU 说...
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ANDREW STEPHEN LAU 说...

go back home before it is too late...

based on my personal experience... when my grandma was still ok (not diagnosed with alzheimer's disease) i didnt go back...

when she was initially diagnosed, my mom asked me to go back before my Ah Mah forgot who am I. I delayed my leave. I only went back about 1 month later... after she fell and was hospitalized.

when i was back, she couldnt recognize me. I was so SAD. All i can see is her lying on the hospital bed, helpless.

I was very reluctant to go to the hospital cos I cant stand looking at my grandma like that.

As if she knows... she passed away the day before I planned to come back KL.

I regretted not going back earlier.

so.. take my advice... before it's too late... GO BACK...


p/s: my blog URL is www.andrewslau.com/blog ... please change the URL in ur link. Thanks.

薇薇 说...

i think you've misunderstood what I said here. when i said go home, means, stay in penang forever, leave sg forever.

ANDREW STEPHEN LAU 说...

exactly... stay in Penang... pace of life slower too.. haha